Anxiety...this shouldn't even be allowed...

SO I have four days and counting until my recital... AHHH! Am I allowed to freak out??!? How does everyone always seem so calm before their own recitals? It is really a bittersweet feeling... I really would like to just be done, but at the same time... I'm excited. Be excited for me... please. I need someone to be! :) Anywho, just know that all of you loves are invited. :)